1. |: hyphenation: ma-nu-te-ne-re   
    ma-nu: I look at my hand and move my fingers. the skin around my knuckles thins out, becomes white
    manu tenere, whole body instant through (by) hand
    hand supporting (another) body 

    learn to pronounce; enunciate with me:
    TE-NE-RE:                              two 
                        hold fast, tight    
    I test my own language, ţinere1
    tsssssssssssssssssssssssss: tongue pressed onto the back of my teeth, letting the air out, 
                                                                                                 sound to keep for an exhalation.
    Lungs, empty briefly. Only for a short time, oxygen to be replenished and organ’s form to be conserved.

  2. unlettered, peripheral, passive, tedious, feminine, monotonous all incarnations a succession of repetitive actions 

    breathe, salivate, spit, scrub, patch, pump, tighten, fold, suture, mend, nourish, ground 

  3. fibric fibers, skin cells, soil                         on
    shelves, in corners,                                 old wax-crusted altars
    fossils, mines, heirlooms, and
    counterfeit meritocracies
    accumulation of dust in every bit of the crevices – through lack of upkeep.

    Rag brushing through the opaque matter, through corners; everything it touches, now deliberate

  4. So, take a cotton cloth. Something worn out. Pinch one edge with a pair of scissors. Make a small cut, just enough to start a tear, then pull firmly. Scrunch the fabric in your hands, stretching it until it begins to rip down the center. Keep pulling until it splits. Repeat.

    Depending on the cloth’s length, you might end up with a handful of smaller pieces, rough around the edges. 

    Spread the pieces out. Choose one rag from the pile, one that feels right in your hand. Press it against the surface you want to clean; run it over countertops, windowsills, baseboards, edges, anything that gathers dust. Feel the slight resistance as it picks up particles. Watch it darken, soaking everything in.

    Once the surface is cleaned and the cloth is visibly stained, stop. Hold it up briefly, to inspect, notice what’s clinging to the fabric. When you’re done, discard the rag, or set it aside if it can be used again.

  5. the rag     paint splattered, with a pungent smell     of industrial vaseline, pain relief
    patches         (menthol) and 
    more material, stretchy, to keep warm and unscathed     wrapped around,
    covering skin                     overalls for winter and other safety equipment. 
                                Pull the hidden zipper with a sound                     fluorescent vest,
    a shield, a harness and some gloves;  
    dispensable collar: affordable, but most needed.

  6. the rag    to salve the gear: drops, spray or oil       paraffin on the joint,
    glutinous creak
    to be quieted.
    To know how to change the faucet, the fill valve, any occasional adjustment to prevent leaking
    To fasten the screw,     
    to tie some wire around.    
                    
  7. Open the window, the steam – excess moisture condensing on cold surfaces,
    any dampness mold would like the mirror
    to wipe
    to bleach
           the rag.               Squeeze the water out of the material:      
    Quick Wash, Delicates,
    Rinse and Spin (trepidation).
    Bicarbonate of soda for stains and acid reflux, a pile of                       folded clothes, aired out pillows,   
    mothballs rolling to the corner.

  8. Marigold cream on the ulcer,                                                                                              some gauze
    foot soles carrying you every day, cracking, needing a tincture,
    Exfoliating socks.
    The callused hand combing through hair      (someone to tie your shoe laces and forget their own).

  9. helmet and apron                                                                                     attached and discounted,
    purée, dice, knead:                                                                 from the heel of your palm pressing.
    Sink scrubbed, packed lunch, set table, few marks on the freshly mopped floor.
    carapace = thermos
    cheesecloth, soap,              syrup to be boiled.        
                                                                    
  10. Turn the knob on, pour out the milk. Let it flow over.

  11. Because, 
    notall<<rules>>areasintelligibleasonsundaysitisnotallowedtothrowglassinthedesignatedcontainerflattencardboardboxesstandontherightwalkontheleftreportequipmentmalfunctionsimmediatelymaycausedrowsinessdonotcrushorchewgetdressedinthelockerroomnomorethan15minutesbeforeyourshiftstartspersonalphonesmustbeonsilentduringcaregivinghours

  12. Latch the door (now loose) –                you press it in place; we both try.
    A draft curls through the gap, sharp.   A rag, a towel stuffed in between, wedged in deep won’t
    hold for long. 
    So, this time around: we bite with our deciduous teeth.

m. :|

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